wowwie
yes.... you're not hallucinating. i am updating!!!! i've just been lazy lol. and u all know that i'm pretty pathetic. soooooooo.......... things have been alright. some ups, some downs. school sucks. everyday i change my mind about it. some days i cant wait to get the hell out and i never want to look back. and other days i dont think i can ever leave high school. its like so comfortable to me. i've gotten used to this senior stuff. and i don't want to leave the MC or the swim girls behind!! i like all my classes... mostly. personal growth is easy, math i get lost in a lot. psych is easy. bio 2... well i regret ever taking that. yearbook, i'm all done!! so i have nothing to do really and its a good feeling, and english... as tough as mrs. spear is, i think she's prepared me a lot for college. i like the challenge, i like english so it's all good. and i honestly like hamlet. friends wise and all that, everythings been good! thought we were gonna fall apart there for a second lol but of course we are all mature enough to look past and realize our friendships mean way to much to eachother. :) there have been some good parties and good times both in and out of school and i can only see them getting better. i cant believe there are only 40 some days left. work... as wierd as it sounds, i love it haha. it's easy, and the everyone there is great. renee and me have become really close, having joe and laura working there is pretty sweet, carolynn and me fight and have fun at the same time, and all the servers... i love them!! leslie has seriously become like my confidant lol. i tell her everything and she helps me it out. (today she gave me a brand new pair of american eagle shoes that she didnt want just becuase she has too many!) even with homework. shes really good at english, she goin to be a teacher. and her sister julie, well most of u know why i love her. everyone else is pretty sweet too. they're funny and good people. but also... it makes me hate a lot of people. i dont understand, customers can just be so rude. good lord god forbid u dont get a booth. please cry because a fucking chair is comfy enough for your fat ass which is only going to get fatter becuase of the greasy shit. and people are also so rude to like servers and stuff cuz they think that they are trash... when really, theres a chance they make more than u. it's going to be hard to leave damons too. its been a huge part of my life. college stuff..... well im almost positive (knock on wood) im going to central. im excited but also scared. i want to get out of my house but then again i depend on my parents alot... ahh i think it will be good cuz i just need to grow up. lindsey will be a good room mate. shes not dirty lol and shes not a hardcore partier and i think we will have fun. dont really know what else to say... this is pretty long anyways so im just going to leave it at that. i'll update more, and maybe do some fun ones like big red.