May 31, 2006 20:27
Am I looking into everything too much? I'm so bored. but not of him. But im scared he is of me. we hardly talk now. its like me n can all over again. seriously. why cant i ever get it right? maybe i should move to essex and become a slag... he seems to find them more interesting. he talks about them 24/7. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM. plus he said he doesnt tell ppl wot hes feeling, and even if he did he would always tell his m8s b4 me... which fair enough i would probs do the same... but theres no need to be like YEA i wouldnt tell u n e way. ffs. IM SO CONFUSED. I just wana no wot is going thru his head and if he is ACTUALLY bothered if i disappeared 2moro...
would never bring it up. he'd just think i was a jealous, paranoid nutta. but maybe i am.
owh fuk feeling like this n e more.