hidy ho!

[roseyredcheeks]

man o man! things are just too crazy right now! my head is just boggled! w/ good things mostly..but also bad things and weird things...and scarey things...and confusing things! whatever kinda thought u can have..i'm sure i have it! lol! i'm weird....i'm just in a daze or something! i dont know what i wanna do anymore...what i want for myself..is not what anyone else wants me to do! but i've realized that it can't be about how you're gonna make others feel! there comes a time when u gotta do for yourself..what u wanna do! otherwise, you're NEVER EVER gonna be happy! it's time to figure this out..and i gotta do it on my own ya know? i mean..i know what i wanna do! i really really do...but i want to make sure it's the right thing and i'm not gonna end up getting hurt or anything...but hey..life is all about taking chances! maybe being hurt might help me a little! blah..i'm blabbering on an on! forgive me!

much love to all! MMUUUAAAAHHH! :D
sorry if i dont' make any since! i just had to...get that off my chest! aaahhh! now if only i could do something about these boobs....lol! j/k! ;)