THE JOURNEY BEGINS...
hav u ever wonder thats life can be so wonderful in times of suffering..?
well i do..
its all started on 22-02-05..
fahmy..
my 1st love..
whom i thot will be my prince charming, my prince that will marry me and bring me home to his castle..
a person who taught me the meaning of love..
the person that i longed to marry with..
had broke up wit me for the 3rd time in my history of almost 3 years with him..
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well thats history..
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26-02-05
its all begin here..
u'sov..
wat can i say abt this wacko?..
a 30 year old guy suffering from mid-life crisis..
have a couple of tragic love stories..
an "out-of-the-box" kinda guy..
definately not my type of guy physically cos he's short..
but definately my type of guy mentally cos he's such a genius..
a bit of a pervertish pyscho.. (but i love his pervertish jokes)
a good photography mentor..
and last but not least..
a soulmate..
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yup..
u'sov now is my current beloved boyfrend..
and hopefully my future fi'ance..
he propose to me 1 month ago..
"i was tinking, wat do u tink if we kind of tie the knot before i left for my trip? or maybe lets engage first before i go for my long trip and after i come back, let plan for our wedding?"
he msged me..
wat wld u feel wen u received a msg like that?
for me, my mind just went blank.
like a tv channel just finished its transmission..
white noise fills the screen..
not happy nor sad nor angry.
just blank.
cant blame me, i'll just noe him thoroughly only 4 months. (ok, i noe him as friends for abt a year)
but seriously noe him, just 4 months.
n i dun even tink its that serious enough..
"wow"
thats all i managed to msg back.
my mind went completely blank.
is he serious?
i mean, ME! a 20 year old budak hingusan belom cukup umor...
y me?
out of so many "matured" women thats suited for him..
y ME???!!!
well, the qn is still in the open..
am feel kinda a sleepy now..
will cont to write wen i have the mood..
*am smelling my bf body scent
hmm.. must be missing him..
well i do..
its all started on 22-02-05..
fahmy..
my 1st love..
whom i thot will be my prince charming, my prince that will marry me and bring me home to his castle..
a person who taught me the meaning of love..
the person that i longed to marry with..
had broke up wit me for the 3rd time in my history of almost 3 years with him..
........................................................................................................
well thats history..
........................................................................................................
26-02-05
its all begin here..
u'sov..
wat can i say abt this wacko?..
a 30 year old guy suffering from mid-life crisis..
have a couple of tragic love stories..
an "out-of-the-box" kinda guy..
definately not my type of guy physically cos he's short..
but definately my type of guy mentally cos he's such a genius..
a bit of a pervertish pyscho.. (but i love his pervertish jokes)
a good photography mentor..
and last but not least..
a soulmate..
.......................................................................................................
yup..
u'sov now is my current beloved boyfrend..
and hopefully my future fi'ance..
he propose to me 1 month ago..
"i was tinking, wat do u tink if we kind of tie the knot before i left for my trip? or maybe lets engage first before i go for my long trip and after i come back, let plan for our wedding?"
he msged me..
wat wld u feel wen u received a msg like that?
for me, my mind just went blank.
like a tv channel just finished its transmission..
white noise fills the screen..
not happy nor sad nor angry.
just blank.
cant blame me, i'll just noe him thoroughly only 4 months. (ok, i noe him as friends for abt a year)
but seriously noe him, just 4 months.
n i dun even tink its that serious enough..
"wow"
thats all i managed to msg back.
my mind went completely blank.
is he serious?
i mean, ME! a 20 year old budak hingusan belom cukup umor...
y me?
out of so many "matured" women thats suited for him..
y ME???!!!
well, the qn is still in the open..
am feel kinda a sleepy now..
will cont to write wen i have the mood..
*am smelling my bf body scent
hmm.. must be missing him..