Monday
Monday will come in a few days times..
His parents will be coming..
Like a malay proverb:
"Keluarga kumbang da datang, nak petik Bunge taik kat taman Woodlands".
Sengugut attacks had been attacking me this days..
Oh shit! oh shit!
This is coming way too fast for me..
Was dating him seriously jus 5 month ago..
And look at me now..
Am im really serious to get married now?
At the age of 21?
shit!
nid to ask myself some qns first..
1. have i enjoyed life enough?(yes)
ans: enjoyed life? wats there to enjoy! strict curfew hrs. strict this.. strict that. can't wear this, can't wear that.. dun drink, dun club, dun smoke.. basically cut short WANI HAVE NO LIFE!. fullstop
2. have i achieved wat i want to achieve in life?
ans: a. Own ur my dream company?
yes and no. not my own though its my future husband's business and im his business partner.
so basically ok. yup.
b. Support my parents with my own money?
nope. wrong timing to werk. still slacking.
c. own my own flat or at least renting it?
nope. no money to stay alone.
d. go on holiday at least once independently w/o my parent by my side?
nope.(this is getting pathetic)
e. be a makeup artiste?
nope.pfft~
3. am i really sure 101% sure that u'sov is my ultimate soulmate with no doubt at all?
ans: yup.yup.yup.even though i can't figured out why i didnt feel the same love for him as for my ex.
4. am i ready for a life-time commitment?
ans: honestly, maybe in 2 years time but not now..(biting my nails)
5. am i ready to SHARE THE SAME BED, HAVE HIS CHILDREN, CHANGE TO A NEW ENVIRONMENT, TO HEAR HIM SNORE, TO SEE HIS SELEKEH FACE EVERYTIME I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING BASICALLY STICK TO THIS BETTER HALF FOR THE REST OF MY LIVE FOR THE BETTER OR THE WORST???????
ans: a. share the same bed? yes,(kinky thoughts)
b. have his children? yes, not now but after im 25.
c. change into a new environment? hmm.. living with my in-laws is cool cos thay ar quite cool pple.
but we talking abt IN-LAWS here. anyting can happens. verdict:50-50
d. see his selekeh face evry time i wake up in the morning? i tink it will even be scarier if its the
other way around. verdict: hehe, yup.
e. STICK TO THIS BETTER HALF FOR THE REST OF MY LIVE FOR THE BETTER OR THE WORST? hahahehehuhu..
verdict: INSYA ALLAH YES!
.........................................................................................................
ok..
so what now?
ar u gonna chicken out wani?
look at ur ans to ur own qns..
too late to tink abt it now..
u already to marry him..
anw.. u love him wat..
so.. like u always say..
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED.
take a gamble out of ur own life for once.
yeah i noe this is crazy..
go ahead wani..
oppurtunity only come knocking at ur door only once..
anw, u'sov is a gd guy..
u noe it urself gerl, cos u feeling it in ur heart..
he can accept u for ur past..
a gd and compatible guy like him is hard to come by these days..
u lucky u noe..
c'mon, take a chance..
u nvr noe wat u gonna get if u dun take the risk..
hehe.
OK! i'm ready to marry u MR OLD WACKO LOVER!
=)
His parents will be coming..
Like a malay proverb:
"Keluarga kumbang da datang, nak petik Bunge taik kat taman Woodlands".
Sengugut attacks had been attacking me this days..
Oh shit! oh shit!
This is coming way too fast for me..
Was dating him seriously jus 5 month ago..
And look at me now..
Am im really serious to get married now?
At the age of 21?
shit!
nid to ask myself some qns first..
1. have i enjoyed life enough?(yes)
ans: enjoyed life? wats there to enjoy! strict curfew hrs. strict this.. strict that. can't wear this, can't wear that.. dun drink, dun club, dun smoke.. basically cut short WANI HAVE NO LIFE!. fullstop
2. have i achieved wat i want to achieve in life?
ans: a. Own ur my dream company?
yes and no. not my own though its my future husband's business and im his business partner.
so basically ok. yup.
b. Support my parents with my own money?
nope. wrong timing to werk. still slacking.
c. own my own flat or at least renting it?
nope. no money to stay alone.
d. go on holiday at least once independently w/o my parent by my side?
nope.(this is getting pathetic)
e. be a makeup artiste?
nope.pfft~
3. am i really sure 101% sure that u'sov is my ultimate soulmate with no doubt at all?
ans: yup.yup.yup.even though i can't figured out why i didnt feel the same love for him as for my ex.
4. am i ready for a life-time commitment?
ans: honestly, maybe in 2 years time but not now..(biting my nails)
5. am i ready to SHARE THE SAME BED, HAVE HIS CHILDREN, CHANGE TO A NEW ENVIRONMENT, TO HEAR HIM SNORE, TO SEE HIS SELEKEH FACE EVERYTIME I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING BASICALLY STICK TO THIS BETTER HALF FOR THE REST OF MY LIVE FOR THE BETTER OR THE WORST???????
ans: a. share the same bed? yes,(kinky thoughts)
b. have his children? yes, not now but after im 25.
c. change into a new environment? hmm.. living with my in-laws is cool cos thay ar quite cool pple.
but we talking abt IN-LAWS here. anyting can happens. verdict:50-50
d. see his selekeh face evry time i wake up in the morning? i tink it will even be scarier if its the
other way around. verdict: hehe, yup.
e. STICK TO THIS BETTER HALF FOR THE REST OF MY LIVE FOR THE BETTER OR THE WORST? hahahehehuhu..
verdict: INSYA ALLAH YES!
.........................................................................................................
ok..
so what now?
ar u gonna chicken out wani?
look at ur ans to ur own qns..
too late to tink abt it now..
u already to marry him..
anw.. u love him wat..
so.. like u always say..
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED.
take a gamble out of ur own life for once.
yeah i noe this is crazy..
go ahead wani..
oppurtunity only come knocking at ur door only once..
anw, u'sov is a gd guy..
u noe it urself gerl, cos u feeling it in ur heart..
he can accept u for ur past..
a gd and compatible guy like him is hard to come by these days..
u lucky u noe..
c'mon, take a chance..
u nvr noe wat u gonna get if u dun take the risk..
hehe.
OK! i'm ready to marry u MR OLD WACKO LOVER!
=)