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The past week and a half have been great..well with nick anyway, hes my baby and he is there when i need him, kind of like my bestfriend and a boyfriend. I tell him everything and hes just...there isnt any words because its this love that i couldnt describe
, i just know i would put myself on the line for nick because i can just feel the love he has for me..but as for my friends..well they are all fucken AWSOME and im going to miss my team. but i really wish i had my bestfriend...she means the world to me, and it hurts to have her fall away so silently right before my eyes, its like shes falling and i cant seem to meet her at the bottom of the tunnel because it runs forever..and her eyes are so dead to my presence..im dont exsist and it hurts me so bad,but i go on like this everyday wondering maybe if she will come to me and forget about the things that were said, and done but i know it wont happen so as i whipe the tears from my face i try to pretend like its not real and things will be better tomorow..but than i come back to reailty and it stabbs me in the heart..i just need you to know...im sorry and i love you..and i hope you call me..write me..or just talk to me..Im still alive.
, i just know i would put myself on the line for nick because i can just feel the love he has for me..but as for my friends..well they are all fucken AWSOME and im going to miss my team. but i really wish i had my bestfriend...she means the world to me, and it hurts to have her fall away so silently right before my eyes, its like shes falling and i cant seem to meet her at the bottom of the tunnel because it runs forever..and her eyes are so dead to my presence..im dont exsist and it hurts me so bad,but i go on like this everyday wondering maybe if she will come to me and forget about the things that were said, and done but i know it wont happen so as i whipe the tears from my face i try to pretend like its not real and things will be better tomorow..but than i come back to reailty and it stabbs me in the heart..i just need you to know...im sorry and i love you..and i hope you call me..write me..or just talk to me..Im still alive.