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elevated and cold. sweeping feet everywhere,
it was as if every breathe is a battle,dimmer
then darker. her life was a blur, staring never
helped, she looked but have never seen, a
second lasts as if a lifetime. one move and
thats it. for every cause, there is an effect.
she did this and the next thing she felt, terrible.
she was burning, she locked herself from the
world but her insides would go astray. people
read, she never reads. she had the most
imaginable things imagined stucked up her head.
candied lusts are easy to educe. the warmth she
had she'll never have. she is barricaded with
memories the more she kisses off, she struggles
to remember. one blink she makes, everything
was in a flash. fast but detailed. disdaining failure
was beyond her strength. she wished but was
deserted. could it be the warning she knew since
then but was afraid to concede? she is naive, she
knows, but naivety aint her naivety. mediocre she is
but pretension is the last thing she'll be bad at.
month is a long time, enough to induce every
second of it for a lifetime. it was, has been, and
will always be a part of the boundless existence
of hers. her life was far from a fancy fairy tale every
girl has wished. far from it and never got closed.
it is more like an adult film any guy would watch
for a single night's entertainment but chuck it
the following night. in vogue for a short pace.
clever she was known to many, many was known
unclever. many had hated her, they don't know how
furious she is herself, not to them but her own.
she keeps believing it is perfect, believing is
deceiving. she could be to some lot, but there are
bigger lot who she is not. unluckily, she is with them.
standing tall worked for her but not for long. feels like
she's standing tall on a stoop, wooden and already weak.
she is very fragile but this is our little secret.
she wont reveal this to anyone but me. for me,
she is perfect and most wondrous.
sheiscauseiknowiam
