A very long time no see...err
It's the middle of July, it's 1:30 in the morning, I'm listening to Modest Mouse because they make everything better, Everyone is asleep but me, it's dark and drafty in my living room and I can hear raccoons outside chattering away like possessed china dolls on crack. (Yeah, I know.) It's funny how different, yet the same this summer is from the last one. Last summer was so wonderful, spending every waking moment with Jessica and just.....being okay.
I like the memories we made. It's funny yet extremely strange to read my past journals from so many months ago. I love how I let all of my anger and my cuss words go awry here, everywhere else I felt like I had to be calm and collected. Sometimes I wish we could find a way to forget that we have to have "manners", I wish I could say what's on my mind in complete sentences. But anyways. This could be my last journal on this particular livejournal, because the past entries are freaking me out way too much and it's time to start out fresh...I guess. who knows. Blah. But I hope everyone who is reading this is having a good summer, and thanks for all the fun times we had, will have, and are having.
(that last sentence was so corny, it made me blow a big, rubbery-y one.)
Bye.
I like the memories we made. It's funny yet extremely strange to read my past journals from so many months ago. I love how I let all of my anger and my cuss words go awry here, everywhere else I felt like I had to be calm and collected. Sometimes I wish we could find a way to forget that we have to have "manners", I wish I could say what's on my mind in complete sentences. But anyways. This could be my last journal on this particular livejournal, because the past entries are freaking me out way too much and it's time to start out fresh...I guess. who knows. Blah. But I hope everyone who is reading this is having a good summer, and thanks for all the fun times we had, will have, and are having.
(that last sentence was so corny, it made me blow a big, rubbery-y one.)
Bye.