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yay for national honor society acceptances!
ok now despite the good news ^ i cant help but be in a bad mood. i mean like teachers are piling on the hw and test and deadlines and shit, i dont get chem at all, i havent been sleepin like at all, and for friggin people called me stupid today. i can respect people having their own different opinons about me but what the fuck made them say that shit right in front of me? they act like they know me. i really cant stand people sometimes. i mean i love my girls and all and i know i get mad at them very easily sometimes but i just cant help like bad moods. i hate when i do that...when i get mad very easily. i mean i know i take offense at things i shouldnt but i cant help it thats how i am. i hate when i do that. wow i just went from hating on everyone to hating myself. i dunno whats wrong with me...i just dont know
ok now despite the good news ^ i cant help but be in a bad mood. i mean like teachers are piling on the hw and test and deadlines and shit, i dont get chem at all, i havent been sleepin like at all, and for friggin people called me stupid today. i can respect people having their own different opinons about me but what the fuck made them say that shit right in front of me? they act like they know me. i really cant stand people sometimes. i mean i love my girls and all and i know i get mad at them very easily sometimes but i just cant help like bad moods. i hate when i do that...when i get mad very easily. i mean i know i take offense at things i shouldnt but i cant help it thats how i am. i hate when i do that. wow i just went from hating on everyone to hating myself. i dunno whats wrong with me...i just dont know