help me
ok lemme tell ya how life sucks. i spent all weekend inside because i had some allergic reaction or virus or whatever the hell that was that made my eyes swell and gave me huge frigginhives all the fuck over me. it finally went away over the course of yesterday so i was happy today that it was gone, right? no, of course not! as i was talking on the phone w/ my wonderful boyfriend who stayed with me when my own god damn sisters wouldnt even stay w/ me to make sure i didnt stop breathing over the weekend, i glanced in the mirror and started to cry because my fucking eye was swelling again. if i have to spend the next 3 days inside again i will because if i have any signs of this fucking thing i will not leave my home. fuck the studetn council elections, if i have to im not going to school. and you know i havent even slept in like 2 weeks so i look like hell to begin w/ but this shit keeps happening so i look like death. i was tryin to look all cute wednesday for the elections but if i go into school at all i cant wear any makeup because it might irritate my already apparently sensitive skin. i know i always try to stay positive and optimistic but fuck that. i think anybody would be a downer if they were in the same confucing situation as me. i dont get it...what the fuck is happening to me?