this is the sound of settling.
my mother really gets to me sometimes. not that i'm not used to it--i should be by now, but sometimes she just goes too far. today i told her that i got a boyfriend and she went off on a tangent about how i always have to have a guy around and that i'm a huge slut and all that shit. since i have a boyfriend i'm not going to pay attention to anything that is important, of course, and just fuck my life up again or run away and get married or something, according to her. it hurts sometimes, but obviously i know where she is coming from. the apple doesn't fall far from the tree.
i'm getting a "new" car. finally. i'm going to give mine to my sister. well, when i have enough money to register my new vehicle. derrick is selling me his old car, since he doesn't have a license until next august. i haven't even looked at it really but i take his word for it. it's probably like a 94 or something honda accord 2-door, standard. i guess the locks on the doors don't work and there is no stereo. who gives a shit. it's tan. haha.
i haven't smoked pot in a week. i'm extremely proud of myself.
about the boyfriend...derrick. in reference to october/november 2002, we dated. you can read all about our boring-as-fuck relationship as it was (it's still in my lj). it's off to a waaaay better start this time. i honestly don't know how to describe it but i'm very happy about it happening. the idea of him in general before i saw him at the bombshelter on thursday was the farthest thing from my mind, and now he's constantly in my brain. i don't condone people going back out with exes...i mean, after jamison, who could? but i'm willing to give this a chance due to the fact that both of us are much different than we used to be...right off the bat we both could tell. we went out for drinks on thursday and i didn't have to pay a dime. we shot the shit til 3 in the morning. he's a totally stud mcmuffin with cheese, still. i could elaborate even more but i'm giddy and no one wants to hear about it. but i just want you all to know i'm very happy.
i don't have a computer at my apartment yet either, so this probably will not get updated for another week. who gives a shit.
i should be making my way back to florida to pick up my stuff on the 19th of november, home in time to catch bright eyes on the 23rd and turkey day right after that. wicked fucking exciting.
i have to go to work now. i have no money. bah.
i'm getting a "new" car. finally. i'm going to give mine to my sister. well, when i have enough money to register my new vehicle. derrick is selling me his old car, since he doesn't have a license until next august. i haven't even looked at it really but i take his word for it. it's probably like a 94 or something honda accord 2-door, standard. i guess the locks on the doors don't work and there is no stereo. who gives a shit. it's tan. haha.
i haven't smoked pot in a week. i'm extremely proud of myself.
about the boyfriend...derrick. in reference to october/november 2002, we dated. you can read all about our boring-as-fuck relationship as it was (it's still in my lj). it's off to a waaaay better start this time. i honestly don't know how to describe it but i'm very happy about it happening. the idea of him in general before i saw him at the bombshelter on thursday was the farthest thing from my mind, and now he's constantly in my brain. i don't condone people going back out with exes...i mean, after jamison, who could? but i'm willing to give this a chance due to the fact that both of us are much different than we used to be...right off the bat we both could tell. we went out for drinks on thursday and i didn't have to pay a dime. we shot the shit til 3 in the morning. he's a totally stud mcmuffin with cheese, still. i could elaborate even more but i'm giddy and no one wants to hear about it. but i just want you all to know i'm very happy.
i don't have a computer at my apartment yet either, so this probably will not get updated for another week. who gives a shit.
i should be making my way back to florida to pick up my stuff on the 19th of november, home in time to catch bright eyes on the 23rd and turkey day right after that. wicked fucking exciting.
i have to go to work now. i have no money. bah.