Still Freaking Alive!
I'm still alive I promise! I've just been occupied by about 2,000 other things. I'm going to try and start posting again...even if it is just so people don't think I'm dead or turned into a unicorn or something of that nature.
A lot has been going on lately, in a good way though. I've been doing a lot of changeing and growing and moving forward. I've been spending more time outside and more time with friends and more time reading. I've been taking less Ativan and panicking less too which is wonderful. I feel often as though I'm on the cusp of something big, bigger then just me, and as though as days go by I become more lucid to the world around me.
Despite a lot of stress and craziness I'm doing well and the thoughts of "Oh Gods it will not last!" are slowly fadeing away and being replaced by confidence and better communication.
As far as school goes I'm trying to figure how to pay for it and more inportently what I want to do. Slowly I'm seeing I don't have run on the time a lot of people feel I should. I'm hopping to head back to GCC this fall and be part time, 2 classes maybe 3, and go from there. I feel it would be a much better fit then going full time.
Be Well
a.r.
A lot has been going on lately, in a good way though. I've been doing a lot of changeing and growing and moving forward. I've been spending more time outside and more time with friends and more time reading. I've been taking less Ativan and panicking less too which is wonderful. I feel often as though I'm on the cusp of something big, bigger then just me, and as though as days go by I become more lucid to the world around me.
Despite a lot of stress and craziness I'm doing well and the thoughts of "Oh Gods it will not last!" are slowly fadeing away and being replaced by confidence and better communication.
As far as school goes I'm trying to figure how to pay for it and more inportently what I want to do. Slowly I'm seeing I don't have run on the time a lot of people feel I should. I'm hopping to head back to GCC this fall and be part time, 2 classes maybe 3, and go from there. I feel it would be a much better fit then going full time.
Be Well
a.r.