Gestational Diabetes.
The doctors office just called me and told me I failed my glucose test. She told me this means I have a %90 chance of gestational diabetes.
I have to take a 3 hour test tomorrow morning.
I am so terrified I will never meet Ellenie. I am terrified I will do something wrong and it will all be over for me. I love her so much already, she is seriously my everything, and I can't even imagine surviving with out her.
I really wish I wasn't going tomorrow alone. It sounds like torture to get up so early in the morning then wait 3 hours for bad news.
I just want everything to go smoothly. I want a healthy happy little girl in my arms.
I don't want to worry alone.
I have to take a 3 hour test tomorrow morning.
I am so terrified I will never meet Ellenie. I am terrified I will do something wrong and it will all be over for me. I love her so much already, she is seriously my everything, and I can't even imagine surviving with out her.
I really wish I wasn't going tomorrow alone. It sounds like torture to get up so early in the morning then wait 3 hours for bad news.
I just want everything to go smoothly. I want a healthy happy little girl in my arms.
I don't want to worry alone.