Diet updates
I am dieting.
And after 22 years of trying to define myself and that perfect person I want to be.
I have figured out who I am exactly what I want to be.
This is goal, Ideal person. She's sexy, confident, and real.
She isn't the perfect person, she isn't skinny , or flawless.
But she is real and happy with who she is.
I was very much in love with that girl.
I am striving to find her again.
Improving myself a little everyday.
Taking care of myself, caring about myself once again.
I know in my mind what the perfect woman is and I will settle for nothing less.
This is me at the fresh young age of 18.
I didn't realize my true beauty then.
I was always extra hard on myself,
never giving myself the credit I deserved.
Which eventually lead to depression and extreme weight gain.
I am a happier person now.
I have defeated bulimia and other eatting disorders.
I love myself on the inside,
and improving my outward appreance also.
I just want say be happy with who you are.
It's okay to admire other peoples beauty,
but you also have to realize your own as well.
Compliment yourself girls.
Don't lose who you are because you want to be someone else.
btw: As soon as I meet my goal, my reward is to go back blonde :)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I weighed in for the first time this morning, and I lost....1 pound!
This was kind of discouraging. I first felt like "Man I have been working soo hard, and this is it!?"
Then I realized, well I didn't completely eat everything that I should have. I could have exercised more, and I didn't gain weight! So all and all this was a good lesson learned, and great motivator for next week! More than one pound next Sunday, no slacking on the exercising, and watch though late night dinners.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I am ecstatic about my weight lose progress! I feel like I finally got a grip on this.
I know that I am not exercising nearly as much as I need to be, but I am pretty much eating right and avoiding the bad stuff. I didn't think I would do great on my second weigh in this week, because I cheated and ate Sonic new premium chicken sandwich..AND tater tots (well worth it)
I was also sick all week, and began my dreaded time of the month, so that always makes a girl feel extra heavy.
But I am getting these pounds off, and that just jump kicks me to want to get them off even more!
I promise to stop excluding you guys in my life, and updating more, not just on dieting or random internets I like.
And after 22 years of trying to define myself and that perfect person I want to be.
I have figured out who I am exactly what I want to be.
This is goal, Ideal person. She's sexy, confident, and real.
She isn't the perfect person, she isn't skinny , or flawless.
But she is real and happy with who she is.
I was very much in love with that girl.
I am striving to find her again.
Improving myself a little everyday.
Taking care of myself, caring about myself once again.
I know in my mind what the perfect woman is and I will settle for nothing less.
This is me at the fresh young age of 18.
I didn't realize my true beauty then.
I was always extra hard on myself,
never giving myself the credit I deserved.
Which eventually lead to depression and extreme weight gain.
I am a happier person now.
I have defeated bulimia and other eatting disorders.
I love myself on the inside,
and improving my outward appreance also.
I just want say be happy with who you are.
It's okay to admire other peoples beauty,
but you also have to realize your own as well.
Compliment yourself girls.
Don't lose who you are because you want to be someone else.
btw: As soon as I meet my goal, my reward is to go back blonde :)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I weighed in for the first time this morning, and I lost....1 pound!
This was kind of discouraging. I first felt like "Man I have been working soo hard, and this is it!?"
Then I realized, well I didn't completely eat everything that I should have. I could have exercised more, and I didn't gain weight! So all and all this was a good lesson learned, and great motivator for next week! More than one pound next Sunday, no slacking on the exercising, and watch though late night dinners.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I am ecstatic about my weight lose progress! I feel like I finally got a grip on this.
I know that I am not exercising nearly as much as I need to be, but I am pretty much eating right and avoiding the bad stuff. I didn't think I would do great on my second weigh in this week, because I cheated and ate Sonic new premium chicken sandwich..AND tater tots (well worth it)
I was also sick all week, and began my dreaded time of the month, so that always makes a girl feel extra heavy.
But I am getting these pounds off, and that just jump kicks me to want to get them off even more!
I promise to stop excluding you guys in my life, and updating more, not just on dieting or random internets I like.