i wish i could eat your cancer well
I am heading over to my mothers to help her with her recovery. She has a tumor on her uterus. The tumor is 6cm, we will see how bad her recovery will be tomorrow, depending on if they have to cut her open alot or not.
This is one of the scariest moments of my life. I would love if my boyfriend were supportive, but he is so preoccupied with his medical condition and workings, and school, that I feel he lacks the compassion to care about what's going on in my life, or how I feel also.
I am trying to not think about his lack of compassion though, I love him very much, and know he's going through alot.
I am pretty sure he loves me also, he just doesn't know how to deal with these kinds of emotions.
I know that he is super excited I will be leaving for a week at least, he was telling me last night that if I needed to
he would understand if I had to move back to my moms for a while.
I know he was trying to seem caring, but i could see the hopeful glee behind his words.
I just wanted him to hold me tell me he loved me and that he would fucking miss me.
Fuck worrying over this right now, I have to take care of my mother and go to work, and pay some bills and just deal with life in general!
I need my mom to be perfectly okay. I have no fucking clue at all what I would do with out her.
I won't think negative.
This is one of the scariest moments of my life. I would love if my boyfriend were supportive, but he is so preoccupied with his medical condition and workings, and school, that I feel he lacks the compassion to care about what's going on in my life, or how I feel also.
I am trying to not think about his lack of compassion though, I love him very much, and know he's going through alot.
I am pretty sure he loves me also, he just doesn't know how to deal with these kinds of emotions.
I know that he is super excited I will be leaving for a week at least, he was telling me last night that if I needed to
he would understand if I had to move back to my moms for a while.
I know he was trying to seem caring, but i could see the hopeful glee behind his words.
I just wanted him to hold me tell me he loved me and that he would fucking miss me.
Fuck worrying over this right now, I have to take care of my mother and go to work, and pay some bills and just deal with life in general!
I need my mom to be perfectly okay. I have no fucking clue at all what I would do with out her.
I won't think negative.