Jan 05, 2006 19:06
i had a horrible awful dream today.
it was only horrible because it seemed sooooooooooooooooo real.
when i woke up, i couldnt move and my chest was in pain.
i hate dreams like that.
i dont have an appetite anymore.
i only eat once a day, and that fills me up, im a little worried.
i really hope that if i go to pan am i can live with my sister.
i cant handle it here anymore. im not getting beaten or anything, but this house makes
me too stressed out and nervous. im all neruotic. and im not even
here anymore, not physically, but mentally. im very confused, and romeo
ate all of my cookies and cream ice cream.