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[rosesonurpiano]

Is it bad to say that I want a different life?
I'm just so sick and tired of the way things are.

I'm sick of the drama.
I'm sick of my friends (most of them).
I'm sick of being tired.
I'm sick of having massive bags under my eyes.
I'm sick of being so stressed that I just break down and cry.
I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of homework.
I'm sick of spreading myself too thin.
I'm sick of everyone wanting me to do something for them.
I'm sick of having bad grades.
I'm sick of not having motivation.
I'm sick of being so damn moody.

I wish I could be happier.
I wish I didn't feel this way because I know a lot more people have it worse.
I wish I was smarter.
I wish I had motivation and good grades.
I wish I could be better at everything I do.
I wish that everything could be okay with all of my friends.
I wish I didn't have as much schoolwork.
I wish I could get a good night of sleep.
I wish I could go out and have fun.

So I guess that basically sums everything up.

I want to go out tonight but everyone is already at various places or is busy or working.
So here I am.