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[rosesdreem]

-to worry about what I ate because I didn’t have a lot of food-
what was offered.
Rushed to the bathroom
 awake
up to see what I look like.

I’m Sorry, Sean.

but Liz told me you were-you know-
-with  me. 
She said that.  She said,
                                      “Sean told me…
…with you.”

And the next time I went to his house,
his parents and sisters-
giggled outside.

We sat in his room-he played guitar
listened to music-. 
Wanted to kiss.

So he called and he called and I never returned the calls 
instead of just saying-

-and

I am not sorry.