the one who bite wont bark
And i am so appalled by all the things i have heard and seen. Humans are indeed weird and complex creatures where sometimes you really just could not fathom their thinkings. There are the ones who played and the ones who get played, the ones who give but never received. and the ones who just wait, wait for the world to stop for them thinking that they own it. ridiculous because you aint e centre of core, who gives a shit to you and your life?
I absolutely do not get double standards, why the philosophies why the preach when all that i see is you aint even doing any of it so hush and stop all your pretendence. it gets me, it irks me, it makes me feel like pulling down your mask and see clearly for myself what lies beneath, was it a monster or a witch or still an prefect angelic white face?
I wont judge hence i wont comment, because life's yours, you have total control, i believe you know better than anyone else, hence i wish you all da best!
and i really really really hope none of this will one day be reflective of myself. mumbles*
On a completely different note, i really cannot wait for Chinese New Year, food aside, i like e gatherings, the angpaos, the visiting, i esp like to blabber loads and loads of new year greetings in Teochew to my grandparents!