Sleep Deprivation....
I'm again, sleep deprived. Yesterday I woke up at 6 a.m. to get Hannah off to school, and I stayed up all day. I had to work last night. Another full 24 hours I was awake. I took a 10 minute nap about 4a.m.ish, and MY GOD did it help. It kept me going until about 11 this morning.
I was literally delirious last night. I had to shake myself out of it a couple times.
Now, I'm running off of 3 hours of sleep, and I have to work again tonight. Bleh... I'm so tired.
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Tracy told me I need to start taking care of myself better and quit worrying about smoking weed, maybe I'd get some sleep. Dear sweet baby Jesus, I could've slapped her for that one. Like I told her, first off, smoking the weed should've helped me relax to go to sleep, and second off, I'm not going to stay up ALL day just to smoke if I have to work that night. There's no fucking point to it. Not only that, it would mean that I would've been high ALL day yesterday, the way she made it sound.
I slept all night the night before, I couldn't help I wasn't tired. And I was doing other shit all day. I kept myself busy.
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I called to see how Bob was doing today. His wife said he's doing pretty good. She's gonna bring him up Saturday so everyone at work can see him. I let her know everybody'd been asking about him. My dumb ass just kept forgetting to call, or I'd get nervous and decide not to do it.
Yes, I'm weird like that. I don't like talking on the phone. It makes me nervous. VERY nervous.
But I'm glad he's doing alright.
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I donno. I'm done. I think I might take a nap. I'm very sleepy. Toodles.
I was literally delirious last night. I had to shake myself out of it a couple times.
Now, I'm running off of 3 hours of sleep, and I have to work again tonight. Bleh... I'm so tired.
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Tracy told me I need to start taking care of myself better and quit worrying about smoking weed, maybe I'd get some sleep. Dear sweet baby Jesus, I could've slapped her for that one. Like I told her, first off, smoking the weed should've helped me relax to go to sleep, and second off, I'm not going to stay up ALL day just to smoke if I have to work that night. There's no fucking point to it. Not only that, it would mean that I would've been high ALL day yesterday, the way she made it sound.
I slept all night the night before, I couldn't help I wasn't tired. And I was doing other shit all day. I kept myself busy.
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I called to see how Bob was doing today. His wife said he's doing pretty good. She's gonna bring him up Saturday so everyone at work can see him. I let her know everybody'd been asking about him. My dumb ass just kept forgetting to call, or I'd get nervous and decide not to do it.
Yes, I'm weird like that. I don't like talking on the phone. It makes me nervous. VERY nervous.
But I'm glad he's doing alright.
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I donno. I'm done. I think I might take a nap. I'm very sleepy. Toodles.