I've got one of those headaches that make me wanna scream, but not, 'cause it'd make it worse.... :-/ Hannah was running around yelling and singing and whatnot. That's what started it.
Then Trish came over and we were gonna go to Wal-Mart, and I was gonna put Hannah to sleep and go, but NOOOO. They were decorating at Tracy's, and it was just about time to put the ornaments on the tree. So I couldn't go. And they all made me feel like a piece of fucking dog shit. I actually started crying.
So me and Trish went and sat in the car for a minute so I could calm down, and as we were walking out, Tracy tries telling Trish that if she wants to come and take me places, to come after 9 or 10. And I told her, Trish can't be out that late. She lives with her aunt, Gramma, and 2 uncles. They all work. Plus, they don't wanna have to worry about her or their cars ('cause she drive their cars) being out all night. She goes to school, and work too. She needs to sleep.
I'm sorry, but how the fuck are you about to tell someone when a grown ass woman can leave the house?
If they hadn't promised Hannah she could decorate, I would've went. Shit is REALLY fucking irritating.
I can NEVER leave the house without someone getting pissy with me, or bugging the fucking shit outta me while I'm gone. Calling or texting me, the WHOLE time I'm gone. Trying to tell me I need to be back to go to work... Um, don't you think I already know when I gotta work????????
Hannah's over here chatting my ear off, giving me even more of a headache. I'm arguing with her to go to sleep. And I started crying. She's such a sweetheart, she got up and gave me hugs and kisses. :) I love her so much.
Anyways, I'm also trying to watch this Alice on SyFy. It's pretty good so far.
Also, I got a couple graphics done for the
v_academy challenge. I need to do some for
longgone_ic . I think I'm gonna do a couple now. :0p