Some days I just wish I could disappear... :-/
So I get home from work, and Hannah's still home. This is the SECOND day in a row she's stayed home. My mom said Hannah wasn't feeling good at ALL yesterday morning. Said her belly hurt, she was warm, could barely talk, so I was fine with that.
TODAY, my mom said Hannah only JUST got to sleep before I got off work... :-/ I HIGHLY FUCKING DOUBT THAT, SEEING AS HANNAH'S UP RIGHT NOW!!! I JUST got home maybe a half an hour ago. I think my mom was just being fucking lazy. Shit fucking pisses me off. She didn't say anything about Hannah still being awake when I called her last night. PLUS, Hannah just told me my mom let her stay up and play on the fucking computer last night. WTF KIND OF SHIT IS THAT!!???!?!? I just don't fuckin' understand how someone could do that. >:-(
Anyways, not last night, but the night before at work, I went to sit down on a box because I thought it was full and taped up, but it was empty and I fell through it... :-/ I felt like such a dumb ass.... HAHA! The floor person came by and saw the aftermath of it and laughed at me... :-/ I was so embarrassed...
Last night at work, I wore my PJ's. :) I figured why not. It couldn't be any less dangerous than wearing shorts. Plus, I woke up WAAY Y late for work. :-/
I lost my work shoes the other day, so for the past 2 day I had to wear my good shoes. They hurt my feet wearing them for 12 hours... :-/
On the way home from work today, I saw a dead cat in the middle of the road. I wanted to cry so bad. It was just horrible. I also heard the new Michael Jackson song, 'This Is It'. Not one of his greatest song.... :-(
AGAIN, I had to switch presses with someone because they couldn't keep up. :-/ Sometimes I HATE being a good worker. But at least I got to work next to homeboy. :)
OH, and did any of you hear about the 15 yr. old girl that got gang raped at her homecoming dance in a dark alley right off the school?? 10 people participated in raping this girl, and another 10 just stood there and watched. The girl was found underneath a picnic table after someone in the area heard someone 'reminiscing about it' and called the cops. They said they have made a couple arrests, and are going to continually arrest those they find participated. They cannot, however, arrest those that just watched. If she had been 14, she would've been considered a child and they could've arrested those that watched. I find this to be absolutely repulsive. I don't understand how ANYBODY could rape someone, let alone 10 people doing it, and another 10 watching. I know for DAMN sure, if I saw someone doing that, I'd be kicking so fucking ass!!! I'd take an ass beating from 20 people to help that poor girl. NOBODY should be treated that way. This poor girl is never going to want to have sex again. Shit, she probably is never going to trust anybody again. And when she does happen to trust someone enough to get that close to her, she's probably gonna have flashbacks, and freak out. I feel sooo bad for this girl.
I can't say I know what it feels like, because nothing can compare to being raped by 10 people, but when I was 13 my grandfather molested me. There was no penetration, or anything like that, but he did touch me inappropriately. That was a very upsetting time. My aunt and cousin didn't believe me, but WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LIE ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT!?!? I loved my grandfather, until that point. When my dad went to cofront him about it, my grandpa looked at my dad and said, "Who bought that van you're driving?" And my dad told him he wasn;t playing a guilt trip game with him, if he wanted to play that way, he could have the van back... The only reason the van was bought was because my dad wouldn't have got anything else from his parents when they died. It all would've went to my fat ass aunt and he fat ass kids. I HATE that side of my family. They're all fat, ignorant, and shietsy (sp?) as hell. >:-(
Ok, enough of this, I need to take a shower and get some sleep... :-/ Toodles...
P.S. I wrote this yesterday at this time, but I fucked up who could view it and no one could see it... I fixed it now. ;)