Sadness. :.-(

Sep 27, 2009 02:27

So I'm sitting here watching the video to Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne, and I just can't help but think this is Diana. The lyrics and everything match her to a T. It's really sad when you think about it. Avril Lavigne - Hot Click to listen...

Here's a couple pics of Diana. The first one is her, and the second is me, her and Hannah.

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It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ rosesbelikov September 28 2009, 10:10:09 UTC
The point with Diana is she uses everyone for personal gain. She won't do anything unless she's going to get something out of it.

Here's an example... My mom adopted her because both of her parents were all fucked up at the time on drugs. Diana actually CHOSE for my mom to adopt her rather than her grandpa, first because her grandpa can be a dick, second because he would lived farther away from all her friends. No problem there, but then she thought my mom wasn't going to treat her like one of her own. When Diana did something wrong, my mom grounded her, and Diana would get pissed off, also normal, but she'd start with, "You're not my mom. You can't do that. Lalalala." And of course, my mom came back with, "You live under MY roof, you'll follow MY rules." My family tried to teach her that she can't always get what she wants, and that for every action there's a reaction... like you fuck up, you pay consequences. Well, one day Diana threw her bike down in the back and it broke the window. Diana had a job, but my mom was getting money from children services or something for Diana, and Diana told my mom to take the money out of what she got from children services, and my mom told her that the money she got from children services for her was not to pay for damages that she made, and that she needed to pay for it outta her own check. Diana wouldn't even give my mom gas money to take her back and forth to work. All my mom asked for was 20 every 2 weeks, and she bitched about it, yet she'd pay someone else 10 bucks just for someone to take her to work, and then another 10 for the ride home. Now what kind of sense does that make?? Another time, she was fucked up and got pissed off and broke her bedroom window, this one was definitely on purpose, and again, said my mom needed to pay for it out of the money she got from Children services. EVERYBODY here told her that money wasn't here to pay for shit she decided to fuck up. it was to help pay for a roof over her head, the water, gas, and electric she used, the food she ate, maybe some clothes and supplies for school. Diana just didn't want to hear it. She STILL thinks my mom should've paid for it with that money, and I told her, "Dude, my mom didn't get that money as collateral(sp?) for damages you decided to make to the house. Diana don't EVER let you just get some money off of her, you've always gotta pay it back, but yet she will try and suck you dry of yours. If she ever gives you something, shit, you better have it in writing, 'cause she'll come and take it back. Like, "No, I just let you borrow it." She's one of the most selfish people I've ever met in my life. She has no job now, she's not going to school, no real place to live, so she's basically living off of everybody around her. My mom won't let her stay here because we don't have enough money to support someone who isn't contributing ANYTHING to the house. Maybe if she had a job, and was going to school, but she's not doing a DAMN thing to help herself at the moment. Everybody keeps telling her to get her shit together. She's 20 years old for cryin' out loud, she needs to start acting like it. She still acts like a 16 year old. All she ever does is try and make people feel bad for her, but she's not doing anything to help herself. She's not even out LOOKING for a job. I've told her to put her app. in at my work. Still hasn't done it. Now she has no I.D. so she can't get a job anywhere.

I don't know. Sorry 'bout all this, I'm just tryin' to make sure your understanding that Diana won't just use people to help herself, she'll take them for everything they have if she can by the use of pity, and everybody's finally figuring that out.

But yeh, this was long enough, toodles.

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ guardian_nora September 29 2009, 02:42:51 UTC
I try to think the best of people. /tries to make excuses for her stupidity (Seriously, you've told me what a manipulative bitch she is at least three times, but do I ever learn? Apparently not. I always think "Oh, poor Diana, she should realize that she needs help..." /ranting at self)

Also, 725 words is 275 short of a BIC chapter. O.o Insanely long comment is insanely long.

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ rosesbelikov September 29 2009, 11:34:38 UTC
No, I understand. I try to think the best of people too. But after having this kind of shit happen for 10 years with the same person, it's kind of hard to think the person will change, and it gets annoying and expensive trying to help someone who isn't trying to help themselves. I still think poor Diana, only it's in the sense of, what has poor Diana gotten herself into this time? When will she ever learn? But it isn't with shit I can just turn my head and laugh with, it's shit that's going to get her into a LOT of trouble one day, maybe even kill her, but she doesn't see it coming because she's just trying to be cool. I've actually sat and cried for her (as the post said) because I don't know how to get through to her.

What's a BIC chapter? And did you really sit there and count how many words I typed, or was that you just giving me a bit of info??

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ guardian_nora September 29 2009, 18:50:56 UTC
BIC (Blood is Chocolate) is a story I'm writing. The chapters are only about 1,000 words, so I put it on Blogger instead of LJ. (And no, I didn't count it - I just copy+pasted into Microsoft Word and clicked "count words". XP I don't think I can count to 725. I lose track to easily.)

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ rosesbelikov September 29 2009, 19:26:16 UTC
OOOOOoooh Blood is Chocolate. I knew I'd feel like a dumbass when I asked you that... :-/

And that's why I asked if you counted 'em. I would've lost track at like, 10. Haha. But what made you even put it on Microsoft Word and count them??

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ guardian_nora September 29 2009, 23:54:08 UTC
It was really long. XD

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Re: It's REALLY long... sorry... :-/ rosesbelikov September 30 2009, 13:11:32 UTC
Haha. Right. :)

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