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Im sick.
I dont know how long I have to live.
I love Katy Cole more than anything in the world and without her by my side .. Id have no reason to fight this.
This is a battle ... that I must fight for Katy and the brother I lost .. Kolton. I wont let go, I wont give up ... no matter how much it takes and how much it hurts ... I wont give up. I wont rest until Im with you again Katy. And Kolton I know youre watching me from above and I'll be with you someday .. but now is just too soon. Theres so much I havent done and so much I havent seen ... so much left to learn. I wont let this beat me. I know Im stronger than this. Its not my time to die.
Cancer .... its a horrible word ... but I will conquer it ... I will beat this. I promise.
Fuck the statistics and fuck the life expectancies ..... I'll be the only one in history that knocks this cancer flat on its ass ... then they can put that in their statistic books.
Thank you Katy for everything youve ever done for me ... you know how much you mean to me although nothing can compare your my best friend, all ive got, all thats gotten me through, all that makes me smile. I love you so much.
Thank you to everyone who's tried to help me through this ... you dont know how much it means.
They keep taking blood but I wont rest until the last drop is gone ... I will never let go ....
Theres too mucht o lose. and Im not about to lay down and die.
Blake Morrelson is a name youll hear for a while ... its a name that will mean something ... a survivor.