big girls do cry...

[roses_or_thorns]

Why oh why can i not handle any sort of emotions without crying? Seriously, I get a little worked up about something whether I'm angry, hurt, or stressed out and my eyes just start flowing. And now my happy little unemployed self is trying to figure out where to start in packing with flooded eyes. It's a bummer really. It totally brought me back down to earth though and brought the reality of having only one week to be out of here into perspective.

So now I've packed up my movies, cleaned up a bunch of junk mail, and went through my closet bagging up clothes I haven't worn in the last year. Now I just need to take a bunch of trash out and then start boxing some stuff up. I really don't have much stuff to pack up so I haven't been too worried about it, but now that I'm actually doing it seems like more stuff. I'm going to have to go get my storage unit tomorrow so I can go aheand and start taking stuff over there and figuring out what I can't live without and what needs to go to with me. I definitely have plenty of stuff that I'll be okay without for a few months.

Really I just need to figure out what clothes I need and what I don't. I don't have that many clothes really that I actually wear so I think that if I junk most of the stuff it won't be too bad.

oh well, back to packing...