Nice try.
The Scrapin' the coast trip was suppose to be a lot of things.
I went with Tony and I was so excited.
Turns out.. we can only deal with each other via text message.
When we're face to face.. it becomes confusing and stupid.
I tore up Mikalah's cellphone with messages wondering what the hell I did to deserve being ignored.
She would just say "I told you so. He's an asshole. Corey and I don't have anything to do with him anymore."
It was nice of him to pay for everything while we were down there. But I wish he would have realized
"Hey, that's right. We're down here TOGETHER."
First 4, 5 odd hours since we got there, i was sitting under the Car club tent. I had wanted to walk around with Tony and look at cars with him. So he could explain stuff to me and what not. But when we had gotten there, he ran off by himself. So I was pretty pissed off.
Mikalah and Corey got there later on and she said "Just passed Tony. He was upset he hadn't seen you in 3 hours."
"Been right here the whole time."
He sure as hell paid attention to me when I was hanging out with Aaron. One of the car club member's younger cousin.
He's like 16. We were swimming at the condo. We were just horsing around. Splashing each other and tackling each other.
Obvious Tony was jealous. So he pulled me aside in the pool and told me he was sorry for ignoring me and that I would be all of his attention
at the drag strip later that night. Said he wasn't even going to race. So it would be just me and him.
Got out oft he pool and went upstairs. Everyone was getting ready to go to hooters. The people Tony and I were staying with had taken me back to the house so I could change clothes. I was only wearing a bathing suit and a skirt. So most of the car club ate at Hooters, rest of us couldn't get a table so we went and ate Chinese. Since I stepped outside at Hooters, Tony didn't say anything to me. Didn't even look at me. So I sat down on the curb and put in my headphones. Left for Chinese. He paid for me.. even though I knew I wouldn't be able to eat. I had been feeling sick. We were divided into two separate tables. I assumed Tony would come sit next to me. No. He sat at the other table. Ok. Didn't say shit to me the rest of the night pretty much. Didn't go to the track, they weren't letting anyone else in. Too many people.
Went back to the house. Played spades. They drank Crown and Coke. I didn't. Couldn't stomach it. This guy staying there that I knew from High School was drunk. Got a little too touchy feely when he was teaching me Spades. Tony said later that night he wasn't going to sleep. So I told him if he wasn't going to sleep, then no one would sleep on the pull out couch with me, since we were sharing it. Because I definitely didn't want the drunk from before to sleep on it. Woke up a good hour or so later with someone cuddled next to me. Turned to see it was the drunk guy from before.
So I was pissed, Went to the back room to see Tony lying on a mattress on the floor and one of the girls we were staying with, lying on the bed. They were just talking and stuff. Told me just to go sleep in the other room. Whatever. Finally got up and went back into the living room to see drunk man had got up and went into his rightful room.
i stood there for a bit then just went to sleep.
Whatever. Everyone woke up the next day. Drunk guy from night before and Tony were saying shit. I didn't know what it was about but it was surely pissing me off. I went ahead and told one of the car club members who was also staying there, that someone was bound to get hit. He laughed. I think he was annoyed too. Tony talks a lot of shit.
Next day we had to go to the Condo where Tony left his truck. His clutch was messed up. I wanted to go to the show. Other's had to go back to the house to get something they forgot. So drunk guy from night before was going to ride with Tony. But I ended up riding with him since I wanted to go ahead to the show.
Tony was pissed. Of course. I was pissing everyone off. Got there, found Mikalah and Corey and walked around with them Jess wanted me to take pictures inside. So I took her camera. Aaron followed. Aaron and I would horse around for majority of the day. Mikalah and Corey left. I hung out with Aaron. Went back inside to see Tony was sitting in there with the girls we were staying with.
I felt really weird about it. I wanted to hang out with Tony, but Aaron was like "Hey let's go"
Aaron likes me.. but he's a kid, you know. I mean, he's real cool and easy to talk to, but most of the stuff he did was to make Tony jealous. He kept talking about it. So i just wanted to sit there and talk to Tony. But we all got up anyway, awards were about to be announced.
Went back to the tent
Chad, one of the car club members made 3rd place in Best of Show. He was soo excited. First time he ever entered.
After it was all over, Tony asked if Barret could take me home, Aaron's cousin. Since he apparently lives a mile away from me. Tony didn't think his truck would make it, because of the clutch. So I said, okay, that's fine. Didn't say good bye. Didn't get a hug. Or anything.
Ok.
So I rode back with Barret and Aaron.
I texted Tony
"Thanks for the weekend."
"Sorry if it sucked."
"It's cool. I wasn't feeling too good, so I had a pissy attitude."
he texted me back later. Something like
"Oh yeah, by the way, I was just told that you told everyone the only reason you came down here with me was because it was a free trip. That's fucked up."
"What the hell. I didn't say that."
"That's what I heard."
"Ok, If you think that I only came down here because it was a free fucking trip then please. Please by God tell me why I have been tearing myself up. Why I felt like I did something wrong. Why I felt like shit because you wouldn't look at me or talk to me. If you want to believe I didn't come down here to be with you, then you think that. Go for it." "Add up what I owe you, and I'll pay you back."
All he replied with was "No need to pay me back."
Nothing since.
I just laughed. All I could do is laugh. I should have known bullshit like that would have happened.
Whatever. Now we both know that it wouldn't work out.
I just think it would be good for everyone there if I didn't go. Everyone would have enjoyed themselves more.
But I had fun either way.
Orientation is coming up. Yes please.
I'm done.
I went with Tony and I was so excited.
Turns out.. we can only deal with each other via text message.
When we're face to face.. it becomes confusing and stupid.
I tore up Mikalah's cellphone with messages wondering what the hell I did to deserve being ignored.
She would just say "I told you so. He's an asshole. Corey and I don't have anything to do with him anymore."
It was nice of him to pay for everything while we were down there. But I wish he would have realized
"Hey, that's right. We're down here TOGETHER."
First 4, 5 odd hours since we got there, i was sitting under the Car club tent. I had wanted to walk around with Tony and look at cars with him. So he could explain stuff to me and what not. But when we had gotten there, he ran off by himself. So I was pretty pissed off.
Mikalah and Corey got there later on and she said "Just passed Tony. He was upset he hadn't seen you in 3 hours."
"Been right here the whole time."
He sure as hell paid attention to me when I was hanging out with Aaron. One of the car club member's younger cousin.
He's like 16. We were swimming at the condo. We were just horsing around. Splashing each other and tackling each other.
Obvious Tony was jealous. So he pulled me aside in the pool and told me he was sorry for ignoring me and that I would be all of his attention
at the drag strip later that night. Said he wasn't even going to race. So it would be just me and him.
Got out oft he pool and went upstairs. Everyone was getting ready to go to hooters. The people Tony and I were staying with had taken me back to the house so I could change clothes. I was only wearing a bathing suit and a skirt. So most of the car club ate at Hooters, rest of us couldn't get a table so we went and ate Chinese. Since I stepped outside at Hooters, Tony didn't say anything to me. Didn't even look at me. So I sat down on the curb and put in my headphones. Left for Chinese. He paid for me.. even though I knew I wouldn't be able to eat. I had been feeling sick. We were divided into two separate tables. I assumed Tony would come sit next to me. No. He sat at the other table. Ok. Didn't say shit to me the rest of the night pretty much. Didn't go to the track, they weren't letting anyone else in. Too many people.
Went back to the house. Played spades. They drank Crown and Coke. I didn't. Couldn't stomach it. This guy staying there that I knew from High School was drunk. Got a little too touchy feely when he was teaching me Spades. Tony said later that night he wasn't going to sleep. So I told him if he wasn't going to sleep, then no one would sleep on the pull out couch with me, since we were sharing it. Because I definitely didn't want the drunk from before to sleep on it. Woke up a good hour or so later with someone cuddled next to me. Turned to see it was the drunk guy from before.
So I was pissed, Went to the back room to see Tony lying on a mattress on the floor and one of the girls we were staying with, lying on the bed. They were just talking and stuff. Told me just to go sleep in the other room. Whatever. Finally got up and went back into the living room to see drunk man had got up and went into his rightful room.
i stood there for a bit then just went to sleep.
Whatever. Everyone woke up the next day. Drunk guy from night before and Tony were saying shit. I didn't know what it was about but it was surely pissing me off. I went ahead and told one of the car club members who was also staying there, that someone was bound to get hit. He laughed. I think he was annoyed too. Tony talks a lot of shit.
Next day we had to go to the Condo where Tony left his truck. His clutch was messed up. I wanted to go to the show. Other's had to go back to the house to get something they forgot. So drunk guy from night before was going to ride with Tony. But I ended up riding with him since I wanted to go ahead to the show.
Tony was pissed. Of course. I was pissing everyone off. Got there, found Mikalah and Corey and walked around with them Jess wanted me to take pictures inside. So I took her camera. Aaron followed. Aaron and I would horse around for majority of the day. Mikalah and Corey left. I hung out with Aaron. Went back inside to see Tony was sitting in there with the girls we were staying with.
I felt really weird about it. I wanted to hang out with Tony, but Aaron was like "Hey let's go"
Aaron likes me.. but he's a kid, you know. I mean, he's real cool and easy to talk to, but most of the stuff he did was to make Tony jealous. He kept talking about it. So i just wanted to sit there and talk to Tony. But we all got up anyway, awards were about to be announced.
Went back to the tent
Chad, one of the car club members made 3rd place in Best of Show. He was soo excited. First time he ever entered.
After it was all over, Tony asked if Barret could take me home, Aaron's cousin. Since he apparently lives a mile away from me. Tony didn't think his truck would make it, because of the clutch. So I said, okay, that's fine. Didn't say good bye. Didn't get a hug. Or anything.
Ok.
So I rode back with Barret and Aaron.
I texted Tony
"Thanks for the weekend."
"Sorry if it sucked."
"It's cool. I wasn't feeling too good, so I had a pissy attitude."
he texted me back later. Something like
"Oh yeah, by the way, I was just told that you told everyone the only reason you came down here with me was because it was a free trip. That's fucked up."
"What the hell. I didn't say that."
"That's what I heard."
"Ok, If you think that I only came down here because it was a free fucking trip then please. Please by God tell me why I have been tearing myself up. Why I felt like I did something wrong. Why I felt like shit because you wouldn't look at me or talk to me. If you want to believe I didn't come down here to be with you, then you think that. Go for it." "Add up what I owe you, and I'll pay you back."
All he replied with was "No need to pay me back."
Nothing since.
I just laughed. All I could do is laugh. I should have known bullshit like that would have happened.
Whatever. Now we both know that it wouldn't work out.
I just think it would be good for everyone there if I didn't go. Everyone would have enjoyed themselves more.
But I had fun either way.
Orientation is coming up. Yes please.
I'm done.