dont read if you dont like reading emo stuff.

[roses_inbloom]

i hate typing personal things in here but i have so much going on that im ready to explode and i feel like im going in circles when i try to talk to people about everything thats going on. i havent been this down in the pooper in a long time.
i dont ever want to sit in the auditorium of my school again
i dont want to swing
i dont want to ever spend the night in my car
i dont want to sleep in my bed or on the couch
i dont want to make anyone else pancakes
i dont want to hear r kelly
i dont want anyone to ever misuse the word love to me again
i dont want to remember being happy cause it only makes me sadder
i dont want to find my room spray
i dont want to eat pasta salad
i dont want to ever go to rosewood
i dont want to be told my eyes are pretty
i dont want to go to the resevoir
i dont want to go to shows
i dont want to wash my car
i dont want to admit that i trusted you to take something away from me that noone else has.
i dont want to loose one of my best friends who i can tell anything to and expect that they can do the same
and most of all i dont want to ever not be important to you.
dont ask me if im okay, for the moment im not but i know i can get through this with time.