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i need to get away for like, a day. or just a couple of hours. To get some of my mind straight. to have nothing influence me. to have no one influence what i am thinking or what i have to say.
im so lost right now. i just need to put somethings in order. thats all. just for a little while. I'm not asking for much right?
Maybe thats what i can do. The more lost i get in God, if hes still there then ill keep him. i know that sounds shallow but i dont know anyother words to use right now. but i know i have alot of feelings for him.
but what if hes still there and he dosnt know whats right for him?
this is why i need to be away. no influence. even for those who mean the most to me.
im so lost right now. i just need to put somethings in order. thats all. just for a little while. I'm not asking for much right?
Maybe thats what i can do. The more lost i get in God, if hes still there then ill keep him. i know that sounds shallow but i dont know anyother words to use right now. but i know i have alot of feelings for him.
but what if hes still there and he dosnt know whats right for him?
this is why i need to be away. no influence. even for those who mean the most to me.