Apr 12, 2017 23:18
for quite possibly the first time in a long time (though i think it's safe to say the first time in my academic career) I am about to almost willingly fail a course.
i had to prioritize my major over my minor as my major average is what is counted for graduation. my minor is not counted as much.
this means in order to attain what i needed for my major, i had to make sacrifices.
this sacrifice on a minor course means relegating only 1 day for studying a course that is built upon weeks of understanding material that i haven't had the weeks to understand.
i'm trying my hardest to salvage as much as i can now.
but i feel like tomorrow i will be walking to my slow death and i really dislike this feeling of knowing what i did to myself
even though i also know i made the correct choice in priorities
fuck,
my life my choices,
lol