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It's strange.
For a very long time, I deluded myself into believeing I was somewhat intelligent. Then, I met organic chemistry.
Now, I want to give myself some kind of illness/injury so I don't have to take this final tomorrow.
Not really, but...
It's not so much about failing a class and having to retake it.
It's more about my identity. Who I understand myself to be.
There's been too much lately.
Of everything.
It's all inextricably entwined in my head.
I can't take this anymore.
For a very long time, I deluded myself into believeing I was somewhat intelligent. Then, I met organic chemistry.
Now, I want to give myself some kind of illness/injury so I don't have to take this final tomorrow.
Not really, but...
It's not so much about failing a class and having to retake it.
It's more about my identity. Who I understand myself to be.
There's been too much lately.
Of everything.
It's all inextricably entwined in my head.
I can't take this anymore.