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[roseren]

I wish I knew what I was getting myself into with everything. I usually feel good, but I still feel like I am constantly begging for situations that are going to eventually hurt me one way or another. I suppose that is life though...one risk after another and hope you have some good times along the way. I want to be as wise as i pretend to be. I want to live my life like a river, not a thunder storm. I want to flow, not crash and boom. I want to breathe more and deeper. I want to settle down but I could never trust it if I did.

I want to take a shower. I know I can at least do that.

Thank you for reading. Talk to me if you want free KI tickets.

gnight