Jul 29, 2005 22:01
Hooray, I was able to sleep over Aunty's house last night! I love spending time with my best friend. And her adorable niece was there, too! We played lots of Final Fantasy XI, ate ice cream, and got to talk about a lot of stuff that we finally had the time to talk about. Basically, I've realized that any "love life" that I have is in utter turmoil and I should best forget about finding true love for a while. But when Aunty's boyfriend came over this morning, and I found out how I'm able to respect their relationship and be completely grateful for their friendship, I came to the conclusion that my life is what's important for me now. My world feels like it's crashing down around me so often, but my friends have been the only people there to catch it before it has crushed me. I appreciate them so much, and any boy who's crazy and ballsy enough to love me will have to be very special in order to join their place.
After I got home I went out to see Gai, my horse. I've been riding him for over a week now and things seem to be falling back to normality. He obviously remembers everything he had known before his first surgery, now he just has to decide if he wants to apply it again. Otherwise, I couldn't ask for anymore from him right now. He's simply amazing.
Today felt like a Sunday. But it's not- it's definitely a Friday. I guess it all doesn't matter now that it's the summertime. But when I think about it, Sunday's always had a lurking feeling to me that the next day following the three-day blissful weekend was a damned Monday. Maybe since August is looming around the corner, I'm comparing it to Sunday since it follows two months of vacation from school. I hope this feeling is a one-time only thing (at least until it's actually nearing the end of August) because I haven't finished the first book out of the FOUR that I need to have read for summer reading. Shitshitshitshit!!!
So far it's me, Aunty, Rob-Fizzle, and the Pineapple for sure for Cedar Point (when we can all find a date that works for everyone) and possibly Alex and Ed will come if the day and a ride works for them, too. I wish I had my damned Lincoln Navigator. Then all of this ride bull shit wouldn't be a problem.
On Sunday I'm going to meet up with Mrs. Reveron out at the barn and then we're going up to Medina Fairgrounds to set up for a Purina feeds display in one of the rabbit barns for Medina's fair coming up this week. She's also going to introduce me to someone really big into rabbits and hopefully he will be able to help me set up a tour for my 4H club to his rabbitry, or possibly come to one of my circus 4H meetings and try to teach those kids something about rabbits. Any which way, Mrs. Reveron is violently allergic to rabbits, so I hope the day will end well no matter what happens. And also I have to remind myself to ask her about the perfume job and Shawnee...
Well, I'm out of shit to write, other than the COSCA news came today and planning for the Round-Up in October with two horses is already kicking my ass. I can tell now that that will probably be one of the most chaotic, stressful, busy, and exhilarating weeks of my life.
And it's still July, damn it!!!
Until next time, amigos.