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so yeah i haven't written in ages but i decided to type out out while i wait for ed to come wisk me away to ub for the first session of the new changeling LARP.(come on rich ya know ya wanna)i started my new job on Monday, Boulevard Inn and Suites. I'm a bloody housekeeper/ security guard now. good god it bites. i'm so fucking sore right now that i doubt i'll be moving around much at larp.
i miss my old friends...saw ginnette online not to long ago and started to talk to her but i miss my friends lacey and carrie and such. i miss the old times of hanging out and just having fun. but we were teens then and now we all have our own lives...that and i have no phone lol. the 18th i'm going to ecmc for an appointment to see a professional. i have alot of shit on my plate and adding the fact that my roommate is more screwed up than i am doesn't help. i'm hoping to be able to go to school soon.....i don't know what to do or what i wanna be anymore but i don't wanna be a loser with no future forever.
my kitten, Misery, is now about 5lbs and frosty...he's still my baby boy. my roommates kitten, Ajna, is doing alot better and is getting bigger.
i'm creating bracelets for SI(self-injury)and possably selling the for $1 each
orange- still si
orange & white- recovering si er
white- sympathetic to si
anyone who wants one let me know. i'll...awe kitten play!!!
well enough babbling for today ni ni for now
i miss my old friends...saw ginnette online not to long ago and started to talk to her but i miss my friends lacey and carrie and such. i miss the old times of hanging out and just having fun. but we were teens then and now we all have our own lives...that and i have no phone lol. the 18th i'm going to ecmc for an appointment to see a professional. i have alot of shit on my plate and adding the fact that my roommate is more screwed up than i am doesn't help. i'm hoping to be able to go to school soon.....i don't know what to do or what i wanna be anymore but i don't wanna be a loser with no future forever.
my kitten, Misery, is now about 5lbs and frosty...he's still my baby boy. my roommates kitten, Ajna, is doing alot better and is getting bigger.
i'm creating bracelets for SI(self-injury)and possably selling the for $1 each
orange- still si
orange & white- recovering si er
white- sympathetic to si
anyone who wants one let me know. i'll...awe kitten play!!!
well enough babbling for today ni ni for now