Happy Fucking Birthday
What a shitty day. I have always been a firm believer that your birthday is supposed to be the best day of the year. I have gone out of my way to make people feel that way since I've been home. To bad it doesn't happen to me. Oh well. Life sucks. This was probably one of he worst birthdays in recent memory. I had class and now I'm probably gonna do nothing tonight cause I have no friends to celebrate with. I am beginning to realize that my life really sucks. The decision to come home from Central has payed off for the most part. But, there are days like today where I really truely miss the guys who I have called brothers for five years. I kind of walked out on them and now I am stuck with nobody. Hopefully this next year will only bring better things. The way things have been going lately, I highly doubt it. I try to be optimistic but who the hell am I kidding. It's now 8:20 and I am actually thinking about just going to bed to get this hellish day over with. FUCK!!