haven't you people ever heard of, closing the god damn door.. no?
gawd, so I haven't updated in this for... ever..
Josh and I have been going through some "rough times" over the last few days and it made me think.
IF he had broken up with me (which he didn't... thank god) what would have happened?:
I would become lesbian, in full.
I might be dead.
I would start smoking again.
I would start doing the drugs again.
I would fail school.
I would fail life.
I'd die alone and cold.
Such things to look forward too.... don't you think?
je ne sais pas.
I'm in a downish kinda mood and I don't like it anymore. It's making me sad, and stupid. Maybe cause I haven't taken any of the drugs today? (the anti depressant drugs that is...)
Ich weiss nicht,
Jill XOXO
Josh and I have been going through some "rough times" over the last few days and it made me think.
IF he had broken up with me (which he didn't... thank god) what would have happened?:
I would become lesbian, in full.
I might be dead.
I would start smoking again.
I would start doing the drugs again.
I would fail school.
I would fail life.
I'd die alone and cold.
Such things to look forward too.... don't you think?
je ne sais pas.
I'm in a downish kinda mood and I don't like it anymore. It's making me sad, and stupid. Maybe cause I haven't taken any of the drugs today? (the anti depressant drugs that is...)
Ich weiss nicht,
Jill XOXO