much ado about nothing

Aug 27, 2006 19:30

I have been staying home for the last two days straight and cannot remember the last time I heard so much nothing. There has been silence in my house and I enjoyed it! I even thought of turning music on or soemthing a couple times, but thought how long it might be before I have this opportunity again.

Cody was staying a Papa's and Caleb at Mama's yesterday and Brian working to hopefully get us moved into our new office for Images 4 Kids.

I have been having a lot of fleeting (and some not so fleeting) thoughts about how everyone around me loves to garden and has all of these projects they want to get done, a house they want to build, rocks to move, wood to split or whatever and then I got to thinking, imagine if all of us lived close enough that we could really help eachother do all these things. Imagine all that we could really get done instead of just talking about how much we want to get it done.

This idea has been thrown around by mama for years and I guess I never really saw how wrothy and respectable an idea it is.

The nursing advisor at school thinks if I go into an accelerated program starting next June that I could be a certified RN by the following fall 2008. Then maybe I would be ready to move somewhere. I always wanted to have my arkansas place all lined up before I ever left though. My land near a river with lots of space, usable space and a view for my house. If I could find my place then I feel okay about leaving because I would always have my place to come back to.

I feel as though all those that I really love are so far away. The need for connection grows stronger and more intense.

There are seven basic principles printed on my wall: the world is what you think it is, now is the moment of power, energy flows where attention goes, all power comes from within, to love is to be happy with, resonance is the measure of truth, there are no limits...

Let's see where that takes us. Love and light, Rose
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