The Birthday Blues...
Hokay. I actually was having an okay day, except the severe menstrual cramps, and the whole throwing up at school thing... I still feel like shit, but of course, I have to go to band... I got a birthday card today from my grandfather which made me sad knowing I won't see him again this year for my birthday.. Sure, he shows up for Ethan's birthday but not for mine. Lame. Oh yeah my birthday is tomorrow, I keep on forgetting about it.. I remember being a little kid and not being able to fall asleep because I was so excited, but now I'm just like blahh... birthday... more responsibilities... It's kind of nerve wracking knowing that I will be in college in less than a year. Ms. Anderson called us down to the little theatre and gave us the college talk... No one in my family has ever gone to college, I will be the first, and I have absolutely no fucking clue what I am supposed to be doing! I don't know anything she is talking about! Blehh, off to make some soup and praying for rain...