feelin good
I really feel good. I feel good about what this new year's bringing to me. I am finding strength in new sources and happiness in dark places. I really don't know where it's all coming from, but I'm so thankful for it all.
It's almost as if I've been awakened from a deep sleep, seeing things that I haven't seen in a long while and takin them to a new perspective. I like it.
I'm finding exercise isn't a chore now, it's more of a time for me to have "me" time. I really enjoy it and feel really good after I do it. I used to hate going to work out/walk. It put me in the worst mood and made my day miserable.
I'm beginning to see that life was not how I wanted it in college. I'm almost scared to go back because I know things aren't the way they need to be. I don't know what to do, and it's not like I have a pessimistic outlook on it. I just know things are the same with some people that I once loved so dear. I know next year will be different, but I still have to face one last semester there. I hate it. I don't want to do it, but I will find the courage somewhere.
Anyways, Ashley, Chels, Big Daddy, and I went bowling last night and had a TOTAL blast!:D
It's almost as if I've been awakened from a deep sleep, seeing things that I haven't seen in a long while and takin them to a new perspective. I like it.
I'm finding exercise isn't a chore now, it's more of a time for me to have "me" time. I really enjoy it and feel really good after I do it. I used to hate going to work out/walk. It put me in the worst mood and made my day miserable.
I'm beginning to see that life was not how I wanted it in college. I'm almost scared to go back because I know things aren't the way they need to be. I don't know what to do, and it's not like I have a pessimistic outlook on it. I just know things are the same with some people that I once loved so dear. I know next year will be different, but I still have to face one last semester there. I hate it. I don't want to do it, but I will find the courage somewhere.
Anyways, Ashley, Chels, Big Daddy, and I went bowling last night and had a TOTAL blast!:D