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More then anything in this entire world I hate being treated like I'm stupid. I have ears and eyes and I am a perceptive person. I don't care cunning and sly you think you are, but I know. I know what's going on, so sorry, you're shit out of luck if you think that I'm just going to play stupid and pretend that I'm oblivious to the entire world circling around me. I wish I could allude to this more on here, but hey, you never know whose going to show up randomly on this page one day and read my entries.
I can't wait to get home for a few days. I just can't wait to not see Adrian. It will be so nice to be free. I'm not a condition friend. Sorry. I don't say hey, okay lets hang out, and then drop you when something more interesting comes along. I don't just call up people when I don't have other shit to do and act like I really want to hang out. That's not what I'm about. Too bad that too many people are like that. I guess I'm having my own version of being disapointed in the world and it's contents today.
I have to go see the doctor while I'm at home. It sucks. I really don't want to. I started thinking that if something really is wrong with me, then they'll have to operate on my brain or something. I don't want that to happen. They'd have to shave off all of my hair and I'd be bald. I'd have a big scar on my head, and I would look stupid for a long time. That sucks. I don't know why I started thinking about that, but I did. So now I might just pretend that my head doesn't hurt anymore...that way no one will think about it anymore. No one would think to ask me about it if I didn't complain about it anymore, I'm fairly certain. *shrug* Okay, I wouldn't do that. I mean if something really was wrong that could mean really bad news later on for me.
I am very happy to see my rabbit for a few days. I might bring her back here with me for a little while. I miss her so much when I see pictures of her or see a rabbit outside at night. She's so little and cute. I just don't want her to chew up something in my room while I'm gone at class and get hurt. I wouldn't forgive myself very easily if somesthing happened to her.
I think that I am going to go to Meijer soon. I got paid today and so I want to get myself some presents. I think that I deserve them. I might get a new bra or something. I really need one.
~Rosemary
I can't wait to get home for a few days. I just can't wait to not see Adrian. It will be so nice to be free. I'm not a condition friend. Sorry. I don't say hey, okay lets hang out, and then drop you when something more interesting comes along. I don't just call up people when I don't have other shit to do and act like I really want to hang out. That's not what I'm about. Too bad that too many people are like that. I guess I'm having my own version of being disapointed in the world and it's contents today.
I have to go see the doctor while I'm at home. It sucks. I really don't want to. I started thinking that if something really is wrong with me, then they'll have to operate on my brain or something. I don't want that to happen. They'd have to shave off all of my hair and I'd be bald. I'd have a big scar on my head, and I would look stupid for a long time. That sucks. I don't know why I started thinking about that, but I did. So now I might just pretend that my head doesn't hurt anymore...that way no one will think about it anymore. No one would think to ask me about it if I didn't complain about it anymore, I'm fairly certain. *shrug* Okay, I wouldn't do that. I mean if something really was wrong that could mean really bad news later on for me.
I am very happy to see my rabbit for a few days. I might bring her back here with me for a little while. I miss her so much when I see pictures of her or see a rabbit outside at night. She's so little and cute. I just don't want her to chew up something in my room while I'm gone at class and get hurt. I wouldn't forgive myself very easily if somesthing happened to her.
I think that I am going to go to Meijer soon. I got paid today and so I want to get myself some presents. I think that I deserve them. I might get a new bra or something. I really need one.
~Rosemary