Bitching a bit much?

[roselynnsheart]

... Sometimes I feel like the people who leave me comments don't really know me. ( this is about my myspace page) Honestly, If I post something, it doesn't always means that it is about me or my feelings. Sometimes I create things (poems, stories, etc.) just to create something because I feel the urge. Just because I post a short poem about relationship issues, or something, doesn't mean that I am having those issues. yet, half the people ( and these are people I know in real life) leave me messages like "well, hun I hope things get better. If you need to talk to me, I'm here." PLEASE!!! If I wanted to talk to someone, don't you think I would call you up and bitch that way? Trust me, I would...AND, I wouldn't be shy about it either. Or how about that fact that, if I didn't feel I could call you up and do this, you probably wouldn't be my friend. I know alot of people, but I have a small group of friends. These are the people whom I call all the time, come home to visit without telling my family, and the people I would do anything for...So, why in the world do you think I wouldn't call and say "Hey, I have this issue... and I need help..." GRRRRR... I know that these people say (or write) those words in order to be nice and show they care.. but damn, I'd rather have a phone call..besides, if your friend is in trouble wouldn't you try your hardest to get to where they are at to help? I know I would..and I'd call them every few minutes to check on them..

blah, sorry this is so bitchy but it has really pissed me off in the last few days.
Hope you all are doing well, and if not.. I hope things get better. Much love to you all.

<3 me :)