*Hugs* I don't know if you're seeing a doctor for this or not, but it sounds like you ought to think about it. It sounds like you might be bipolar--such severe mood swings make me think there's got to be a biochemical cause for it. (I'm not a doctor, but I am a paranoid schizophrenic and have been seeing one for almost thirteen years. I can relate, I really can.) A doctor could help you figure out the actual cause for it, and help you find the right thing to do about it, be it medication or therapy or both. You're not weak, and don't ever think so--the fact that you're dealing with life in spite of it speaks to how strong you must be.
If there's one thing I learned the very hard way, it's that you can't always fix things on your own. I know trusting people with something like that is really, really hard, but there are people out there who can help--not just doctors, but ordinary people. I know you don't know me from Adam, but I've been in that dark place and there is a way out, even if it's not easy to find. I know how alone things like that can make a person feel, but you don't need to be, and don't ever feel like you shouldn't ask for help when you need it. Some things just shouldn't be dealt with alone, or can't be. If you ever need or want to talk about it with someone, someone outside the immediacy of your life, my e-mail is steviethescribbler@gmail.com, and my AIM is VodouChild3000. I don't know how much I can help, but I can try, and I will if you need it. You don't have to be alone.
If there's one thing I learned the very hard way, it's that you can't always fix things on your own. I know trusting people with something like that is really, really hard, but there are people out there who can help--not just doctors, but ordinary people. I know you don't know me from Adam, but I've been in that dark place and there is a way out, even if it's not easy to find. I know how alone things like that can make a person feel, but you don't need to be, and don't ever feel like you shouldn't ask for help when you need it. Some things just shouldn't be dealt with alone, or can't be. If you ever need or want to talk about it with someone, someone outside the immediacy of your life, my e-mail is steviethescribbler@gmail.com, and my AIM is VodouChild3000. I don't know how much I can help, but I can try, and I will if you need it. You don't have to be alone.
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