i will see you soon...i promise we will meet again

Mar 30, 2005 22:49

ive never paced halls for so long. longest three hours of my life.
ive never felt my heart pound that hard.
ive never seen so much sorrow in one house.
i dont think i can ever enter that house again without having to remember everything.
i will not be able to listen to the beatles "let it be" without losing it.
all he wanted to do was listen to the beatles with his dad for the last time.
ive never seen so much pain in his eyes. ive never seen him cry...and he couldnt even stand. he couldnt even look me in the eyes. ive never seen someone want help more. but all i knew was a hug. but i think it did help. cuz he stood better after that. i didnt have to help him up.
i guess some would say relief.
i would say hope.
some would say hes strong.
i would say hero.
some would say ready.
i would say willing.
i guess when you really need people the ones who care show themselves. and the ones who dont go and hide. ive seen so much love and help go out to them and our family and even me. its been amazing. i know im not the one who should be moaning about how life sucks or other stupid shit but thanks to the ones who actually took time to listen to me and care. i love you all. dont know what id do without you. to the select ones who run and hide thank you as well i know now...

"You don't say it
But it's in your eyes
All the fears of good-bye
But I can promise
You'll always have a place, and a way to my heart

I can live
Cause you lived for me
And I can love
Because you loved me.

All the days that you gave
All the moments you've saved me,
Praying for my life
Sacrificed, just to make me who I am on my own
You don't have to let go"

RIP Bill Graham 3/30/05
you will be remembered forever.
and we will see you soon.
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