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im losing it. i cant stand sitting in my house alone. they are all over there. but im too scared to see him. i have no one to talk to. nothing to drown out my thoughts. not even the tv. its dark and im afraid of the dark. im afraid of the quiet. im afraid of myself. im so afraid. everyones gone. ive picked up the phone twice now to call him. i know he would want to talk to me but again im afraid. i just dont know what to do with myself. i need someone to cry on...and i have no one. i cant be fucking strong anymore. not even for my fucking sorry self. i cant even imagine what hes going thru. and me the scared one cant even say anything to him. shes right...
wont even last ten more days. fuck the world.
fuck the world statement didnt work.
i think im going to leave for awhile.
i dont know what else to do.
wont even last ten more days. fuck the world.
fuck the world statement didnt work.
i think im going to leave for awhile.
i dont know what else to do.