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Aug 15, 2005 01:56

I feel like a loser.

I'm never invited to parties. Like really, I've never actually been to a real party. I don't even go out all that much.

I'm not and never have been one of the cool kids. You know, those people that everyone wants to hang out with. Not even in my own circle of friends.

Sometimes I feel like my friends, even some of my best friends, don't appreciate me. I'm a loyal, loving friend. But they have other, much cooler friends. Or at least friends who are just a lot more important than me.

I get upset about friends issues. I don't have very many true friends. So when I feel like I'm losing them or things happen, I get very emotional and pretty upset.

I have too much going on right now. My head is reeling.

I just feel like crying.
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