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For some reason I am having an extremely difficult time sucking up my pride to make a fake apology to Kathryn Woodsum. I'm either hard-headed and prideful, or just very stubborn and vindictive. It's one of those lose/lose situations where I say:
"I shouldn't have to apologize, I don't care--it's not a big fuckin deal"
and you say:
"Well then if it isn't a big deal, why can't you just suck it up and do it? Maybe if only to make someone feel better"
and I retort with:
"fuck that"
I was so done with this issue until Kathryn emailed my mother and tried to get her involved thinking that my parents hadn't seen the video. Nice try. Now my mom is feeling caught in the middle and just wants me to smooth things over but I don't feel the need to. And here we go again with the back and forth deal. I'm being pressured to make a fake apology and yet I can't even suck it up that much.
"I shouldn't have to apologize, I don't care--it's not a big fuckin deal"
and you say:
"Well then if it isn't a big deal, why can't you just suck it up and do it? Maybe if only to make someone feel better"
and I retort with:
"fuck that"
I was so done with this issue until Kathryn emailed my mother and tried to get her involved thinking that my parents hadn't seen the video. Nice try. Now my mom is feeling caught in the middle and just wants me to smooth things over but I don't feel the need to. And here we go again with the back and forth deal. I'm being pressured to make a fake apology and yet I can't even suck it up that much.