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I can't think about anything except Andrew. I'm so angry and sad and resentful about the whole thing.
And I miss him terribly.
He is such a sweet, good person. I've never met such a wonderful person, and that's from the bottom of my heart...and I can't think any differently. Because honestly I feel like it's all me; I'm not blaming myself but I'm recognizing that my relationships don't work out and it's always on me. Except Kevin. That was different.
I need more good male friends, but dating them isn't working. I always have my options open but hopefully next year there will be more female options.
And I miss him terribly.
He is such a sweet, good person. I've never met such a wonderful person, and that's from the bottom of my heart...and I can't think any differently. Because honestly I feel like it's all me; I'm not blaming myself but I'm recognizing that my relationships don't work out and it's always on me. Except Kevin. That was different.
I need more good male friends, but dating them isn't working. I always have my options open but hopefully next year there will be more female options.