And then suddenly, it's too late.

[roseembolism]

On Tuesday night, I arrived to the weekly pizza/drinking meeting about the time every one else was leaving, talking on the phone to friends who were giving me tips on my job interview the next day. Devonapple said to me that "It's OK to say no I can't come", and when I was staring at the balky printer drivers, trying to figure out how to print out

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[deirdremoon]

I have no comfort to offer, but I'm listening.

[roseembolism]

Thank you. I actually feel a lot better than I did- writing helped a lot. I'm still sad, off and on, and I think I'll always have regrets, but it will fade.

And thank you again.