My Immortal
So i have been back in redding for a little more then a week and things are good, i am sharing an apartment with my sister and kevin lives with his parents. we are broken up and things arereally confusing R.J calls me often and he always make my emotions run high. he hates the ARMY and wants to come ,it makes me really sad to see himso upset i wish i could go see him. he isnt going to be able to come home before he goes to Iraq and that makes him even more upset. My biggest problem is that he is like heroin to me, i know it's bad for me , but i always want more, likei said i am so confused i dont know how things will turn out i guess i'll just have to wait taht evanesence song " MY IMMORTAL" fits so well, i miss him alot arrggghh i ahte how he can flip my whole world upside down with a few phone calls anyways all my friends i missyou guys so call me i'm back in town.........
amanda
amanda