Happy holidays

[rosedrops]

hello anyone who reads my journal.... i am going to have a baby in less than 4 weeks and i am scared shitless, it is going to hurt really bads aaaaahhhhhhh anyway merry christmas to everyone i haven't been on because the internet has been done here at the good old susanville library not a whole lot of news anyway, my family will be here tommorrow and i have noe idea where i am going to put 10 more people plus me and kevin in my 800 sq ft apartment, but we will manage. christmas is going to be lonley this year with just me and kevin, he is used to it only being him and his parents, i however usually wake up on christmas morning with 15 people at my house and a mountain of presents that takes at least an hour to open ...this year it will be me and kevin and our two cats it should atke about 10 minutes and then what do we do wih the rest of the day.......Sad Sad Sad....... incase that souned abd up there i am sad about missing all my family not the presents. gotta go love
Amandah