The same thing, every time, brokenhearted and bullshit
So, I’ve decided that whenever I think I am wrong, I am probably right…because whenever I think for once I have it all figured out, shit goes B-A-N-A-N-A-S. screw it.
Work sucked tonight. A lot. I am sitting here waiting for my mom to figure out if we are doing something…and I am venting to Matt and Amanda. Thanks for being amazing friends. It is always this way isn’t it?
I got a letter from Stonehill today. I got 32,525 dollars in scholarships/financial aid/loans. CRAZY!!! My dad thinks I am going to go there now and live at home. I wanna cry because it hurts me to say I want to leave my family but I need to. It is the only way I will get to experience anything. And I feel bad about the money thing. My tuition is fully paid…and most of my room and board too. Fuck me….completely in the I can’t believe I’m probably going to have to go there.
This summer I am going to FL with Melissa. I need this in the worst way possible. For 5 days I will be in utter and complete bliss. There is nothing that should bother or worry or hurt me. I will be free. And 18. and stoked.
I’m leaving, and I am going to try to get my mind off this bad night. Tomorrow will be better…(note to self: no more listening to sad music)
Work sucked tonight. A lot. I am sitting here waiting for my mom to figure out if we are doing something…and I am venting to Matt and Amanda. Thanks for being amazing friends. It is always this way isn’t it?
I got a letter from Stonehill today. I got 32,525 dollars in scholarships/financial aid/loans. CRAZY!!! My dad thinks I am going to go there now and live at home. I wanna cry because it hurts me to say I want to leave my family but I need to. It is the only way I will get to experience anything. And I feel bad about the money thing. My tuition is fully paid…and most of my room and board too. Fuck me….completely in the I can’t believe I’m probably going to have to go there.
This summer I am going to FL with Melissa. I need this in the worst way possible. For 5 days I will be in utter and complete bliss. There is nothing that should bother or worry or hurt me. I will be free. And 18. and stoked.
I’m leaving, and I am going to try to get my mind off this bad night. Tomorrow will be better…(note to self: no more listening to sad music)